"The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time." - Jack London
This is a portfolio of How I was able to survive Life's unjust way of making me feel human. It may seem unfair, but I know it's only part of it. That's what we call challenges. Without it, everything is BORING!!
I longed for life.
I longed for happiness.
And most of all, I longed for la-la-lurve!
The most important things are the hardest to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them — words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they’re brought out. But it’s more than that, isn’t it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is buried, like landmarks to a treasure your enemies would love to steal away. And you may make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understanding what you’ve said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried while you were saying it. That’s the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for want of a tellar but for want of an understanding ear.
By stephen King, Different Seasons (via kushandwizdom)
I’ve already shed my tears and drink to death just for me to realize that it’s now time to move on. It’s all my fault anyway, you didnt asked me to wait but I’m waiting. You didn’t told me to expect but I’m expecting. And you didn’t do anything to miss you but I do misses you. I will start this day not to look back and bare in mind that everything is now a part of my memory. Goodbye my little infinity. You have and will always be the best part of my summer and you will always have my heart in a weird way. I have loved you and given you my broken heart. Your absence is totally felt. The pain, the memories, it really demands to be felt. How you touched my heart and changed my world is a question I will never be able to answer. I’m totally wrecked. But, I won’t hold any grudges against you and I will never blame you. Goodbye my sweetest downfall. Goodbye my Gemini. Goodbye my male version, my Soulmate. Goodbye YUA. Goodbye Boi.