"The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time." - Jack London
This is a portfolio of How I was able to survive Life's unjust way of making me feel human. It may seem unfair, but I know it's only part of it. That's what we call challenges. Without it, everything is BORING!!
I longed for life.
I longed for happiness.
And most of all, I longed for la-la-lurve!
I’ve already shed my tears and drink to death just for me to realize that it’s now time to move on. It’s all my fault anyway, you didnt asked me to wait but I’m waiting. You didn’t told me to expect but I’m expecting. And you didn’t do anything to miss you but I do misses you. I will start this day not to look back and bare in mind that everything is now a part of my memory. Goodbye my little infinity. You have and will always be the best part of my summer and you will always have my heart in a weird way. I have loved you and given you my broken heart. Your absence is totally felt. The pain, the memories, it really demands to be felt. How you touched my heart and changed my world is a question I will never be able to answer. I’m totally wrecked. But, I won’t hold any grudges against you and I will never blame you. Goodbye my sweetest downfall. Goodbye my Gemini. Goodbye my male version, my Soulmate. Goodbye YUA. Goodbye Boi.
You just need to love yourself enough to appreciate that life has given you a lot of reasons to smile. Problems are just problems. No matter how you try to run away from it, it wont stop chasing you. Face it coz that’s what you are made for. We may have shared a lot of wrong decisions every day and regrets do come first in line but bet yah, lesson awaits at the very tip of everything. It may be your loss or not, just bare in mind that every thing happens for a reason. And that reason will always be there waiting for you to be found.